So ya.. as I tend to do from time to time, I'm pulling an all nighter again. Today my intention isn't to not sleep at all, I'm just going to sleep later. See, these things sound like a good idea until I'm tired then I feel dumb haha.
So ya.. just decided to make a post because I'm a bit bored haha. I've been chatting with some pretty cool people on
Anxiety Zone and I am realizing that I missed the site so much.
For those of you who don't know: AnxietyZone is the site that changed my life, basically saved it. Last year was the toughest year of my life b/c I had sooo much going on: my grandma finding out she had Lymphoma, stress at work, my cat dying, getting a puppy, things with my boyfriend at the time going south. It was just a lot at once. I began having really bad panic attacks, crying all the time, and could barely function.
After quitting my job at Comcast randomly one day b/c I just couldn't take it anymore, I began looking for online help. AnxietyZone was the first place I found and man was that a lucky first try! The people there are so fantastic, and so supportive.
It made me realize I wasn't alone.
If anyone else out there has some kind of mental "disorder" (I hate using that word.. sounds so negative.. can't think of another word right now), please reach out. You won't regret it. It's terrifying, yes, but it's the best thing you'll ever do.
Even if you just need to talk to someone about things going on in your life.. reach out. There are many people who can talk to you :)
