Saturday, October 31, 2009

We never get very many trick or treaters at our house. We've had 4 kids so far and it's 7:40pm. I hope we get more :)
Tell us what you're doing for Halloween!! http://ping.fm/94F4R
Happy Halloween!! http://ping.fm/xevbk
Dachshund Pure-Bread Puppy (14 month old) for Sale http://ping.fm/SnPtD
I sent the wrong link before, the webstore is located here: http://ping.fm/2bIVU I'm having fun designing products :):)
Currently coming up with ideas for my web store:
http://ping.fm/cRA0n

Friday, October 30, 2009

Saw Paranormal Activity last night. What did you think? Discuss the movie with us: http://ping.fm/claUG
Moved back to Washington with Chris. Have been visiting my gma in the nursing home each day.. Glad to be home, but it's stressful

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Decisions, decisions.... lol confusing!! Good thing I have Chris <3!! :):)
Latest Topics: Chris Brown Interview, Balloon Boy Parody, New Moon, Gay Rights... Discuss with us! http://ping.fm/2Xr3y

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

My fav song right now http://ping.fm/OOClo whoot whoot! I really gotta get the CD!!! they rock
for New Moon to come out on 11/20!! OMG!! Never been this excited about a movie ever
I've been pretty sick lately. I added a funny video to the main page of www.adviceandrelationships.com about Balloon Boy. I am soooo excited

Saturday, October 17, 2009

To discuss with us:
http://ping.fm/KvVYi
The latest article on "balloon boy" lol http://ping.fm/EyAMg
Trying to focus on working lol
Good night everyone!

Friday, October 16, 2009

It's Okay To Wait For Sex


I just wanted to let anyone know who is a virgin, that it is in NO way a bad thing. I think it's such an amazing thing, honestly, and I'm jealous. I think it would be nice to not have sex and wait until you really, really knew a person.. you were with them for years.. and then have sex when it means something. It's natural to want it, and be curious, but please don't give in. It's not all it's cracked up to be. I mean, sure, it will be good in the moment, but do you really wanna wake up the next day and have all these questions running through your mind?: Why did I do that? Did I make a mistake? How often am I going to have to do this to keep this person? Those are the things that went through my mind my first time. I was honestly CRYING the first time I had sex. Don't do that to yourself. It's not worth it.


I was tired of being the 'only virgin' in school. Never believe that you're the only virgin, because I have know so many people that lie about it. You'd be surprised.. it's always the people you would least expect too. The popular girls who you think have been with sooo many guys.. don't believe em. And, even if they have.. they're going to regret it later on.


You don't need to have sex with someone to show them you love them. You don't need someone who is going to get upset with you if you don't have sex with them. You know what that tells me? That they don't love you and why give something so precious to them? When I first lost my virginity, I was thinking.. oh, that's it? No biggie.. I don't feel bad.. it's not a big deal.. I didn't lose anything. I was wrong.. I feel all the time that I lost something.. as weird as it sounds.


Just had that on my mind...


Obama is for Gay Rights, Why can't we all be?!?!

I wanted to share this with all of you. This is a MAJOR, MAJOR issue with me. I can't even fathom not being okay with people being who they are. If you disagree with this, PLEASE, take a little bit of your time, think about the lives of those who are gay, lesbian, bi, and transgendered.. what if you were in their shows? You can say "I never would be, because it's wrong." But, let's play a game, like you used to as a kid.. just pretend for a moment.. what would you feel like if everyone around you was gay and being straight was wrong. How would you feel? Could you imagine the pain, being called a "hetero", people dodging you in class, acting like you don't exist. Could you imagine being beaten or even killed b/c what you KNEW was right for you, was wrong to them. That is complete discrimination. And, I swear to you, if it were that way, I'd be sitting here right now supporting you as well. Why can't we all stick together. Don't you think God would "forgive", (b/c I know many think it is a sin) don't you think if God knew in his heart that the person was that way and there was no way to change it, don't you think he would be okay with it? I do. If not, then God isn't a very nice person and I wouldn't want anything to do with him. I know and believe that whoever/whatever created us would be fine with who we are. What does being gay hurt? Who does it hurt? Not you, that's for sure. It has absolutely nothing to do with you, so why can't you let it be. Do you let people tell you how to raise your children? Do you let people tell you if you can/can't be with your husband/wife? What if they told you, your way was wrong and you had NO CHOICE, unless you wanted to suffer and be constantly rejected, and put down..that you had to be with the same sex. How would that make you feel? I hope I make some sort of impact with all of this, because it means so much to me. No, I'm not gay, but I think all people deserve to be treated equally and it's not right to treat some people different. Honestly, I think it's down right evil and immature. Take a moment and really think this through. Do you want to be the kind of person who doesn't wanna let people live their lives happily? Do you really wanna affect others in that way?

By the way, I have nothing against religious people, I am just so hurt by all the hatred that seems to go on. I know not all religious people are not the same and in no way did I intend on that meaning coming through in my writing. I care about people in general so much and I just want all of us to get along


Tell us how you feel: http://ping.fm/2778U
Video: Falcon throws up on live tv and his dad doesn't even seem to care! grr! WTF!! http://ping.fm/iWlca
I lived w my abusive mother, so i see the way the dad is talking to the kid and the way the kid responds.. it's terrible. they're crappy ppl
Balloon Boy http://ping.fm/eMpQs OMG!! these parents are lame!! watch what the boy says!!! "we did this for the show"
Become a Fan of National Equality March on Facebook with me :) http://ping.fm/NNGLc
In 30 mins the live show stars :) Right now it's clips from yesterday
Woke up at 4am to listen to The BJ Shea Morning Experience (on the air now) kisw.com

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Night everyone. 6:11pm wow!! this is NOT a good time to pass out.. maybe I should try to stay awake haha. Darn! I thought it was like 9
Topic: Obama for Gay Rights :):):)
Check out the main page and share your thoughts http://ping.fm/1t4aL
Come on people! Stop being immature, stop the hate! Gay, bi, lesbian, straight, what does it matter?!?! We're all human beings w feelings!!
Against gays.. watch this and tell me you don't change you mind http://ping.fm/Lw8g7
forgot the link http://ping.fm/ip8I8
be ashamed of. You are who you are and if anyone has a problem with it, f*** em! They're not worth your time. Don't listen to the haters :)
New topics in the Gay, Bi, and Lesbian Support forum sections. Stop by to tell us what you think. You're not alone, and you have nothing to
Topic: Wait For Sex

Join the discussion http://ping.fm/twIyp
Topic: What Songs Are You Feeling? http://ping.fm/in1tS
I think you'll find it entertaining. RR and Topshelf are freaking hilarious!!!
Listen to The BJ Shea Morning Experience with me http://ping.fm/rwD4l They're in Seattle...
my home town, so listening to them makes me feel still at home :)
I'm sooooo strange hahaha!! I always have coffees for hours upon hours, well.. unless it's Starbucks :p
alright so i lied.. im pullin an all nighter lol
Good night everyone! 3:19am.. not too bad hahaha

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

New topic on the main page: http://ping.fm/vmTpr
New $1 coins, how do you feel about this? Become a member to discuss!!
I hope everyone's having a great night :)
New topic on the main page:"How Can You Help Someone With OCD?" http://ping.fm/EAQ9N
Hope it helps at least one of you
This is real! I just did it. To legalize marijuana call (973-409-3274). You'll have to listen to a message and then hit the # key at the end.
Join me in the chat room if you'd like
http://ping.fm/rLHHX
My past doesn't define me
Today's topic. "Don't Let It Define You"

Read more http://ping.fm/aDu17

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Currently in my chat room. Join us if you'd like :) http://ping.fm/MoD9h

Monday, October 12, 2009

My latest articles http://ping.fm/nFUMv Rate em if you have time :) Thanks!
I think I have everything under control now. I changed the chat room YET AGAIN, and I think this option's best http://ping.fm/KPKmW
New chat room http://ping.fm/F7nwV
Just so everyone's aware, we're having technical difficulties with the site backgrounds.. I'm working on it. Thanks for your patience :)

Saturday, October 10, 2009

How's everyone's day goin?
I'm still dreaming about my coffee. Can't wait :)
New topics on the fan page. ENJOY http://ping.fm/1HcIb
I edited the main page of www.adviceandrelationships.com What do you think?
New Topic: Fighting the Urge http://ping.fm/jSoo7 Can you relate?
How do I ALWAYS forget to eat hahaha?
Today's gunna rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Screw this lol. I'm bout to pass the f*** out! :)
Just updated the main page of www.adviceandrelationships.com Tell me what you think :)
And join us www.adviceandrelationships.com. It's a fun place to hang out, give advice, get advice. Come check it out :)
Don't forget to check out our new discussions at http://ping.fm/vKcpP
Become a fan http://ping.fm/HHCck
Added new pix to my MySpace and Facebook :)
Can't wait to get coffee :)
Why did Chris and I wake up at 4am?!?!?! HAHAHA Doing better today :):)

Friday, October 9, 2009

Please don't give up on me.. I can do better.. I know it.. it's just so hard
I always hurt people.. I don't wanna do it again. I'm so scared
A new day...
How do I always complicate things so F***ING badly???
I just wanna sleep for once grrrr

Thursday, October 8, 2009

I can't believe I've been outta high school for TWO years!! WOW time flies!
Today's a new day.. things are starting to look better :)
This is GENIUS http://ping.fm/iUWZR What a fun idea!!!!
Had NO IDEA Cory Lee from Instant Star had a music video http://ping.fm/MZVLR let me know what you think..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Would you like to touch my wolf spider? Chris and I are such dorks hahaha
@Chris Alfano and I are such dorks!!!
@Chris Alfono and I are dorks!!
Chris is amazing :):)
Imma listen to some music and just chill :):):) Things are gunna get better, I'm 100% sure of that
Trying to stay calm but it's hard.. there's just too much going on. Gma's cancer.. dad being a loser.. my mom grrrr
Lazy, but motivated lol

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I will not be controlled again
Yes I've f***ed up, but you did terrible things too.. you'll never see it though.. it's always my fault.
I <3 Chris!
Online with Customer Service for like the past hour.. maybe two. I'm tryna be patient, but it's tough..
Just saw Zombie Land!! It's pretty funny.. just a silly movie
I feel so inspired! I'm finding more online writing jobs :) I knew it would happen.. just had to be patient!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Making money online can be tough! Dang! I woke up late!!!